My heart is weary. Impending storms of heartache and loss coming to claim my night. Tearing out my chest with a claw but my love for you remains while I go numb and silent. My tears the only witness to my soul shattering.
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Divine Resilience
Wisdom
Deep seeded wisdom past down through the fabric of time.
That’s the angelic blood coursing through divine beings body.
The ability to take each lash of life’s brutality and adding to your arsenal of lessons.
Each break doesn’t return you to the beginning.
You wield and transmute it into becoming more.
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A Sirens Allure
It’s a delicate dance.
Keeping a seductress interested.
Tasting the salt like sinful bliss is captivating.
Incoherent moans letting you know you are on the ride she intended.
You think you have tamed her.
You simply walked into a power she gave you.
It’s a Sirens Song.
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Sacred Threads
You should be careful how careless you treat the feminine.
She is beautifully woven with wisdom of sacred threads.
Designed by our creator perfectly.
Her heart set in rose gold.
Her Tears silent words transmitted as an ancient call to action.
When you say ‘ I love you’ it goes noticed.
A declaration of your spirit.
When you use it to trick or use, you seal your fate.
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How You Need
Teach me how you need me to love you.
I don’t want your words alone.
Show me.
Let me quiet your storms.
When you can’t be strong let me sit with you in the dark.
I want to love you how you need.
When the fire comes toward you, I will pour out the flames.
I want to learn you.
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Known or Unknown
When it’s just you and me
The noise stops.
In this world that belongs to us,
We get to be unfiltered.
Driven but need.
The need to succumb to passion, pleasure, to be seen, and known.
Which world is real?
Do we fake the rest of our lives?
Who truly sees?
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Fabrication
You entered my world.
Wanted to know more.
Layers, you wanted more.
Deeper conversations.
Hanging on my words.
Needing my opinion.
You came for me.
That’s the thing about authenticity, it exposes the depths of disingenuous.
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Giving Way to Shine.
If I were just darkness, I would be afraid of me too.
Someone whose dark and light live side by side.
Shining gloriously that even a flicker sparks someone to seek it out.
The Shadows there to cloak and protect.
Taking over for the Light to radiate cascading illumination ethereally.
I would be terrified that the dark would burn for Me to Shine too.
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Moments to Memories
Moments turn to memories.
Outside of being a mother, my most cherished moments are of moments spent with You..
Ones drowning in your scent.
Echoing of your laughter.
Consumed in your passion.
I can hear you in my head.
I can be looking out the window and see your hands intertwined with mine, me underneath you.Transported back to being Yours.
Remembering you putting a blanket over me rubbing my legs in your lap while I rest my head on your shoulder.
Carrying me down the hallway and placing me on your bed.
Your words I cling to them.
Those moments burned inside of my mind, heart, and soul.Always
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Time Hasn’t Changed That
Your words are still the ones I need to give me strength. Your number is still the one I want to call immediately. Your voice the one that calms the storm brewing inside me. Shining so bright and brilliant to me. Your impact in my life, the gravity you carry my guiding force and a mirror to all my wounds. Becoming a need inside me that ignites me to be alive when you are present in my life. Time goes by and you are still my one phone call.