Ink Stained Soul…

How did we get so lost so fast this time? How did we lose us so quickly? I remember laying in your arms, you kissing my forehead, telling me not to get into my own head. I thought I was going to be the one, but somehow you stopped wanting me. What happened? What did I do?
Was any of it real at all, or is it all just on my end truly? Am I the only one that feels our connection, and it’s gone from you completely?
Do you hate me for reasons I am unaware of? Is that why you told me you were going to destroy me slowly and enjoy it? I thought you meant something good, but maybe this is really you destroying me from always finding you when you really hate that we are connected. Why? Why go through that? Why hurt me on purpose, just to break my heart and walk away? Cut me off from everything, and that would damn near kill me. Why drag out killing me? I can’t believe you would want to hurt me so much.
I will never walk away from how I feel about you. I may not stick around to watch you destroy me, but I will never walk away from loving you.