“I needed him, not in a way that threatened my physical existence, but in a way that made life worth living. I never craved perfection; instead, I was drawn to his authentic, imperfect self. Was I attracted to him? More than anyone in this world.
It was the entirety of him that captivated me: his presence, laugh, eyes, smile, the way he spoke, his mind, and above all, his soul. His darkness was palpable, but his light – oh, his radiant light. I often wondered if he knew how brightly he shone to me.
He was my silver thread, my guiding force that brought me home. His love enveloped me in a sense of timelessness, a feeling as ancient as the universe itself. I needed him because my soul had chosen him, and for me, that was enough.
It was never a choice, just like breathing isn’t a choice. We don’t choose who our souls connect with; it simply is. And so, I’ve learned to live half alive, for without him, I’m left with no other option.”
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