Ink Stained Soul…

There are days so heavy I walk around like a fog surrounds me.
The weight on my chest feeling like I’m dragging an anchor.
My emotions a stormy sea, turbulent and unpredictable. The pain a jagged rock, sharp and unforgiving, cutting me with every wave.
I’m lost in this tempest, struggling to find my footing on the shifting sands of my soul.
The lump in my throat burns like a slow moving fire, threatening to consume me whole.
Burning and choking me.
Leaving me unable to speak.
The tears threatened to spill if I utter a word.
Lost in the world. Unsure if the pain will always be there under the surface. My shattered soul searching for solace in the darkness.
My brokenness demanding my attention. Alone, I just need to get alone so the ugly scars can freshly bleed all over again.
My damaged unwanted side that I don’t want to be seen.

Music : Taylor Swift Folklore Album

“this is me trying”