Ink Stained Soul…

Combing through the our memories searching for clues I overlooked.
Should I have chosen a different way of handling my own hurt and rejection?
Was I sabotaging just as much as you?
I replay it so much, I end up in circles.
This gut feeling you don’t want me to know.
Me learning the truth, Your version will change the entire trajectory.
Standing on shaking ground once more.
I’m getting tired, even for a Phoenix.
I suppose time will tell.
Fate will decide.