Ink Stained Soul…

I feel so lost walking down these tracks.
Unsure of what I expected to change, too far to turn back.
I never wanted to come back so close to my hometown.
Life had other plans, here I swim or drown.
I had hopes this time it would be me.
When I leave this place I will just be free.
Free from the wind that hears me say your name.
Free from the rain that I will never dance in again.
Free from knowing what you are doing.
Free from the hope of any pursuing.
I will be gone and I will be free.
Free from a love that was never meant for me.