Ink Stained Soul…

I love my body all the time,
But I love it best when I can be free in it.
Violated from those that raped or used.
A womb damaged, scarring and pain.
When I’m back here in this place I put on weight.
I never realized that when a trigger threatens my self preservation I try to make myself less vulnerable.
When I’m shining and healthy that’s when I am free.
Loving myself through what was done to me.