Ink Stained Soul…

‘I kept showing up for a man that kept disappearing on me. ‘

This shocked my entire mindset. The phrase that hit deep. Not even just men. I gave so much to so many people.
I stopped calling or texting first.My phone almost never goes off. And so healing took a dive deeper.
Now I keep my phone on dnd.I take myself out. I get dressed and done up for me. I buy flowers for me, and go topless to a private beach spot. I show up for myself.
This lesson took over 40 years to sink in.
Wanting to be chosen, wanted, needed, seen just melted away.
I absolutely love my time alone with myself. All the things others projected to me simply doesn’t matter for me now.

I fell in Love with Sue Ellen.