Reflection of the year that has passed: I can close this era of my life with grace and love. My core was shaken. Shadows of my past came for me over and over. Health failures, uncertainty, fear, heartache—all took pieces of me. Diving deeper into who I am, my grounding force. Collecting my horcruxes, I reemerge as something new. My pieces are painted golden as I pour my heart and soul into my art. I give myself permission to be honest with myself, even if I do it alone. Fighting my demons, terrified of being alone, never knowing if I will ever experience love in its true form. Becoming their friend as I learn my love is rare, and so I give it to myself. This era of lessons, heartbreak, and brokenness is closing. I will step into unknown waters to start the age of being Sue Ellen—who I always was under the lifetime of pain. It didn’t matter what happened, who hurt me. Who I am, was, and will always be—love.
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