Ink Stained Soul…

After a short conversation my nervous system was calm. I don’t know how you do it. I don’t understand why my storms feel clearer after we speak. All I know is I feel grounded in my body because of you. Beyond logic, reason, or even my whimsy you single handedly are the one person to make it all melt away. A protection you cast around me making it okay for me to be vulnerable and safe. It has angered me along the path because I don’t want to need you. To need you is to risk losing you. Truthfully I do need you. I am whole even if I am broken with you. You make me see, feel, think. You guide me without force. You allow me to be me. In many ways I am yours and you are mine. Always an ear and backup for life’s curveballs. We believe in one another when we both don’t have any care for most people of the world. Somehow we found something greater. We found friendship, appreciation, respect, admiration, and loyalty.