Ink Stained Soul…

If my wishes came true it would have been you.
You would have never walked away from me over and over.
I would have never felt the pain of being left in the cold.
Calls & messages, left unanswered. Confused, hurt, time and time again.
I would not have become so familiar with abandonment and tears! I would have not gone so long without eating or speaking.
I would not have to collect pieces of my shattered heart from you.
I would have never been faced with what seems like endless others, betrayal.
Humiliation of the deepest kind.
I would have just been loved. Protected.
Yours to cherish.
Yours to intertwine with.
I would have been everything.
I never got that love.
I got what was left.
But if wishes came true I would have never had my love destroyed by you.